| "maybe tesla does the astro, astro" |
[19 Nov] |
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woke up with feathers in my hair, tumbl'd pictures of girls prettier than me, drew a mermaid eating ice cream in astronomy, held hands under the desk in film history, my thai food was too spicy, had really really great sex, took a nap alone, repainted my fingernails teal. going to listen to natalie portman's shaved head (which it turns out is AWFUL) in the shower, watch the office, finish my playlist, go night swinging, sleep for a thousand years. an okay day.
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| "we only come out at night" |
[17 Nov] |
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| "a dream upon waking" |
[9 Nov] |
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i dreamt we were walking through a fair, they served you beer because you look older, we stopped at an indian booth and you stole me a ring with the image of kali, the goddess of death, in the center. we ran to the middle of the clearing, dancing and giggling, we were being chased, we ran, the walls turned into a toy store, we were being chased, they wanted the ring back. i said "he gave me death", they slipped it off my finger, they disappeared. we were walking towards a library, glass was broken, a dead body in the back shelves, i was so scared and where did you go? a woman fell from the top story, i had never seen blood before, i walked away down the street, i looked up, i saw the fall, i died instantly. woke up in a cage as a rabbit, woke up as myself with a timer on my screen, as if the afterlife is a video game. i was walking, very aware that no one could see me, very pregnant, the timer was how long i had to whisper my last words to you. found you in a car with a blonde girl, how long had i been gone? "please, our baby, please" you didn't want it, you didn't want it, i didn't understand, i don't understand. when you are a ghost you can change your form to anything to want, i was a dragon, i was a wolf, i was a girl. i'm so afraid of losing you and losing me. most days i feel like the last unicorn.
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| "molly sodapop harvey frankenstein" |
[1 Nov] |
sewing red felt hearts on the knees of my tights with the tenenbaums. sunday mornings.
sitting cross-legged on my couch watching milk and eating my teeny tiny pile of candy. sunday afternoons.
sipping hot chocolate, lacing fingers, and howling at the full moon. sunday nights.
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| "i put a spell on you, and now you're mine" |
[30 Oct] |
struggling to find your lips underneath our ghost sheets. huddling close and drinking wine in the cemetery. finishing our costumes by the light of the television. that's how i want to spend my devil's night this year. "i'm sorry i don't like cemeteries as much as you do" oh it's okay lover, i don't really think anyone does. no wine, but i'm satisfied with your skin. hand-sewing, sewing-hands. thunderstorm sleepover. that's how i spent my devil's night this year. xx
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| "don't go, i'll eat you up i love you so" |
[19 Oct] |
i'm the happiest little monster in the whole entire universe. yeah yeah yeah - of course i've been happy before, but it's never been this whole entire plate of happiness that i'm currently stuffing my face with. om nom nom. i've probably gained 100 imaginary pounds from this happiness feast (but in reality i've lost 10 pounds! slam dunk!) joshua's birthday: dinosaur masks peanut butter and marshmallow sandwiches top of the ferris wheel kisses root beer flavored sex drinking wine from sippy cups astronaut zombies chocolate cake ghostbusters pumpkin spice perfection. watching the teenage mutant ninja turtle movie and i've been nostalgic since the day i was born but the here and now is pretty damn good, too.
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